March 19, 2014

Too young

Reminiscing what went down i didn’t really want to look though It went from bad to worse and i lost my soul Angry, fighting, screaming, kicking, hissing, yelling, crying hitting I want my life back but I let it go Violent, walk on by Silence, walk on by I fucked it up I fucked it up I was unprotected from the start and no one ever gave me A sense of worth, a sense of pride and love Mommy oh my mommy was caught up with all my other fathers Of her own life which I was no part of Now I shut down, I shot I went to far away Violent, walk on by Silence, walk on by I fucked it up I fucked it up Sitting here I cannot move I cannot scream for help, I’m helpless So far gone but it’s a kind of peace I lived so fast now I’m dying young my mind is always spinning Crazy…. Can I reset this please I’m too young, way too young    
March 19, 2014

Stop digging

Look at this face, I bow to no one Look in my eyes, I’ve got no sense I raise my third to all that’s petty I raise my voice to all who’s grim I am the queen of all my troubles I am obscene and a bit intense I have decreed my world is drama Come stand by me, let the show commence Brygga Now see me dance through life See me stumble and fall surprised Refr Life can be really hard and cruel at times So when I find myself in a hole All i’ve got to do is stop digging Stop digging Crucified, nullified and victimized Climb out of my hole Stand myself up and stop digging Stop digging I take my place i’m riding shot gun Time to embrace what is yet to come This bumpy road is mine I own it This is my ride, I will not succumb Now I’m free of lice Yeah I’m most certainly free and alive yeah  
March 19, 2014

Golden Shower

Vers: I’ve been a bug for a while The kind who gets crushed under a shoe with a smile Oh how important it was To get some approval And maybe gain Ur applause So very skilled and keen At making up stories That are both vile and obscene Lies are just a point of view Trust in distrust And all Ur dreams will come true Refr: Ur golden showers drench our minds We soak it up and fall a sleep blind Who is cool and who is brave Who is the fool and who’s the slave Hold me mother Hug me father Lets dry our faces my sisters and brothers  
March 19, 2014

Falling down

Standing here before U Made up and divine It’s all I ever dreamed of My minds design Feeling Ur eyes upon me see U sway to my words Here we share this moment Perfectly undisturbed Overtaken by this hungry town Went from full to lonely Now I’m falling down I sometimes feel so lonely Even in a crowded room Like no ones ever seen me Smiling and consumed I want to feel U near me Keep U all inside U lift me up and make me feel So alive Overtaken by this hungry town Went from full to lonely Now I’m falling down falling down falling down
March 19, 2014

Burned

Wouldn’t it be nice if we could all live her the way we are Wouldn’t it be cool if I could say hey, Ur all friends of mine Gather warm, warm thoughts In this cold, cold world we call home Where it is not allowed to just be here Being lonely Alone Alone Just one I would give my life To have one who believes in me Paying any prize Just to have my faith restored Maybe I could heal if U would only listen Only listen To what I have to say Cause what I have to say I feel it’s quite important how I can see I can feel I can fly Overrun I ran out of my high I am burned, burned, burned If I could not be fooled If I could see into the heart of all Then I think that i’d be safe I think that I would never, never fall But I would be alone in this cold, cold world we call home So it’s not worth the prize ‘Cause I can still remember, still remember how I can see… I am burned… I keep reaching keep hoping for dawn Do not want to be in this alone I am Burned…
March 19, 2014

BS

I was here long before anybody came I was wrong now I do not want to play this game where I do what U do Everybody said that I should slow it down That I should listen to my body or hit the ground Take a bath and meditate Hear Ur inner voice, as it speaks U will rejoyce I did as I was told Within a minute it got old Now I do refuse to live inside my head It’s the same as being fucking dead We’re ok, it’s allright We’ll just scream a little louder, we’ll stand up and fight ‘Cause U can have us but U wont get it So climb out of Ur ass Take a look around U life is now not in the past U can’t feel nor live it in a huge pile of Ur own smelly bullshit No, no, no, no don’t speak as if U know what Ur talking about If U did then why are U a mess and Ur world in doubt Just loosen up and have some fun How fucking serious can things really be When there is music friends, sex and liberty Now give me a smile and repeat after me I will dance, I will speak, I will scream I’M UNIQUE I will take life by it’s neck, spin it around and give it a peck Then I will Refuse to live inside my head It’s the same as being fucked up We’re ok…