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December 17, 2012

Breathe

It’s the silence in the warnings That makes me go blind Shoved around and when it’s dawning It’s everything but kind Maybe there’s a hidden truth But it’s been gone for to long So much hate and so much anger But though everything seems wrong
December 17, 2012

Wasteland

My life was filled with fame and talent I was beautiful yet balanced So much better than the rest Then I met a man – got married And for 9 dammed months I carried Around a child in my gut He made, he made, he made this wasteland He built, he filled, he sealed this wasteland He is the king, the king the emperor of all U see Aren’t U impressed by all of my ruins Look at that black hole Look at that black hole, that is me
December 17, 2012

Within

We take a lot we give a lot We don’t notice what we hide We help a lot we give a dam But we don’t show there are 2 sides We hold on to the things we’ve earned But in that process we forget all that we can learn About who and what we are But if we did – we’d go far
December 17, 2012

Better

I often turn my face to the sky I talk to whatever thinking it might like me if I say – HI…. .. I used to ask myself the question who is it that I’m talking to Why do I need to believe There’s something more than just here and now I guess somehow It makes me feel better
December 17, 2012

Alright

I tried to call U yesterday No answer on Ur telephone I could only hear Ur voice say Sorry I’m not home I wish that U could see me now I know right from wrong Haven’t heard the voices now for days I think they have all gone
December 17, 2012

Evil

People always say Isn’t she nice And some have even said U´re sweet as fuck When U see me U want to be my friend That what U see is what U get Well let me tell U It’s all pretend I’m really evil I’m so evil