I have got a bad decease
I got it from a man who tried to please me
I don’t even know his name but if I did, boy if I did

I would want to kill him
I would want to hurt him bad
I would like to tell him
That he was the worst fuck that I ever had

The only reason that I slept with him
Was that he told me he was Jesus
I believed him
He told me he would set me free
Both by spirit and sexually

But now I want to kill him
Now I want to hurt him bad
I really want to tell him
That he was the worst fuck that I ever had

(solo part)

(U sucked, U sucked, U sucked, U sucked, U sucked in bed, U sucked in bed)

Please let me kill him
Please let me hurt him bad
Please let me tell him
That he was the worst fuck that I ever had
Please let me shoot him
Please let me hurt him bad
Please let me tell him
That he was the worst fuck that I ever had
That I ever had

The End!!

No space
No time
No yours
No mine
No before
No after
No cry
No laughter
No we
No something
No me

Just nothing....

No war
No peace
No wind
No breeze
No land
No sky
No answers
No questions why
No water
No something
No sea

Just nothing....

No hunger
No thirst
No death
No birth
No love
No violence
No sound
No silence
No mountains
No something
No valleys

Just nothing....

At first it feels warm, soft, nice and "fluffy"
U feel like U´re walking on air
But then it wares out, it drags U down
Deeper and deeper U fall

Must I reveal it all
Must I feel at all
Must I remember at all
I must I, why must I, why must I
Fill this big fucking hole in my soul
This big fucking hole in my soul

Now it’s sticky, hard and dirty
Ur filled with filth
U can’t stand Urself
U want to get back to the surface again
U want to be in that warm, soft, nice place again
But the only thing that can make U feel warm
Is the one thing that will drag U down

Must I……….

I’m still living a normal life
I’m still scrubbing away the dirt
I’m still having fun with my friends
I’m still, I’m still
No I’m not bitter at all
I’m just having trouble to sleep that’s all
I still remember the "fun" we had
I still, I still remember

DiD I, make It good for U
DiD I, Make your dreams come true
DiD I, Fulfill your needs
DiD I, make U bleed

I still remember U´re hands on me
I still can feel the knife on my throat
I still wonder why U picked me
I still, I still...
No I don’t blame U at all
I should have known better
Not to walk alone
I still wonder why U picked me
I still, I still …..

DiD I, make It good for U
DiD I, Make your dreams come true
DiD I, Fulfill your needs
DiD I, make U bleed.

I cast a shadow upon the wall
Therefor I exist
And I breathe the same air as they do
Therefor I live
And I don't think the same thoughts as him
Therefor I'm me
And I don't believe in the same things as them
Therefor we are alike

Now I'll court danger will U come?

We do
We breathe
We love
There’s millions of us
We could win
We could loose
We will try
No one can ever stop us now
No one can ever tell us how

I guess it is time to tilt the scales
There's no use believing in lost holy grails
'Cause I can remember what I've seen and learned
There's only one question is this what we've earned

Let us be the architects of our own fortune
We will court danger here we...

Here we come

We do
We breathe
We love
There’s millions of us
We could win
We could loose
We will try
No one can ever stop us now
No one can ever tell us how

Mother, Mother
I hope everything’s alright
I don’t mean to bother
It’s just that I need U tonight
When my heart starts missing a beat
When the darkness comes to great me
Mother, Mother
Please tell me U might
See me

Something’s broken
And I don’t know what it is
I think it’s a token
That I don’t deserve this

The devil comes and he swallows me whole
The Devil comes when he penetrates my soul
Mother, Mother
How could U be so blind

I will take part of the perfect crime
I will be molded by a twisted mind
And when his "work of art" is complete
I will be like U
I will chose to

Mother, Mother
It must feel good not to blame
Not to discover
Not to feel any shame

When the Devil comes and swallows U whole
That the Devil comes when he penetrates Ur soul
Mother, Mother
How could U be so blind

I will take part of the perfect crime
I will be molded by a twisted mind
And when his "work of art" is complete
I will be like U

Mother, Mother
It must feel good not to blame
Not to discover
Not to feel any shame

When the Devil comes and swallows U whole
That the Devil comes when he penetrates Ur soul
Mother, Mother
How could U be so blind

U did chose to
U did chose to
U did chose to

We take a lot we give a lot
We don’t notice what we hide
We help a lot we give a dam
But we don’t show there are 2 sides
We hold on to the things we’ve earned
But in that process we forget all that we can learn
About who and what we are
But if we did – we’d go far

Fly within
Make it spin

We think that if we make it "big"
Then all will know who U are
So we work our fingers to the bone
And forget who we are
We fail to see that what is big, real and warm
Really lies within
So we work our fingers to the bone
For something that is not real

Fly within
Make it spin

People always say
Isn’t she nice
And some have even said U´re sweet as fuck
When U see me
U want to be my friend
That what U see is what U get
Well let me tell U
It’s all pretend

I’m really evil
I’m so evil

I will step on U
I will sleep with U
I´ll even tell U that I love U
And when U look into my eyes
U won’t have a doubt
That I really mean it
But

I’m really evil
I’m so evil

Did U ever stop and think about the circumstances before U came for the ride
I guess not
And I know U believed every word that I said
When I told U that Id hold U and never let go
Isn’t that evil
I’m so evil

I often turn my face to the sky
I talk to whatever thinking it might like me if I say – HI…. ..
I used to ask myself the question who is it that I’m talking to
Why do I need to believe
There’s something more than just here and now
I guess somehow

It makes me feel better

Is there a purpose a reason why
Would it matter if I lived or died
Is someone watching every step I take
Cause I can’t help it but I really think that I am
So very special, the world won’t spin without me
I might seem crazy to think I’m "all that"
But I think we all do
Don’t U???

And if there’s a God above
I hope it’s me he loves
That I’m his favorite girl

It would make me feel better

My life was filled with fame and talent
I was beautiful yet balanced
So much better than the rest
Then I met a man - got married
And for 9 dammed months I carried
Around a child in my gut

He made, he made, he made this wasteland
He built, he filled, he sealed this wasteland
He is the king, the king the emperor of all U see
Aren't U impressed by all of my ruins
Look at that black hole
Look at that black hole, that is me

Now that all's been said and done
I can see there's only one
That I should have trusted in - and that's me
Bitter is my middle name and my first name is the same
So I can blame U without shame

I made, I made, I made my own wasteland
I built, I filled, I sealed my own wasteland
I am the queen, the emperor of all U see
Aren't U impressed by all of my ruins
Look at that black hole
Look at that black hole - that is me

Now all I want to do is die
I don’t need a reason why
I am bored with what I've got - Nothing
U should have made my life seem better
I'm not responsible
U never gave me anything but grief - Didn't U

U think U'r better than me
I'll show U what it means to bleed
I gave U what U gave to me
Pain and misery
No one means anything to me
U are guilty, so guilty
Poor me, poor me, poor me

I made...

It’s the silence in the warnings
That makes me go blind
Shoved around and when it’s dawning
It’s everything but kind
Maybe there’s a hidden truth
But it’s been gone for to long
So much hate and so much anger
But though everything seems wrong

I breathe
Despite of it all
I breathe
I get up when I fall
And breathe
Sometimes the air seems thinner
But I breathe
And that’s what makes me a winner

This downward spiral is spinning faster
Want to turn it around
I am free if I dare to
So they try to keep me down
Control is what they’re aiming at
And I´ll be dammed if I give it
So what’s the point in slowly dying
When they only seem to like it

So I breathe....

Thank U so much for talking to little moi
Thank U so much for being so friendly.
It can’t be easy having to take U’r time
With the ”small people”
who talk with real small words

But I really do
Appreciate it
I’m just me and U are so much more
Important but U forgot
It’s ”folks” like me
That opened U’r platinum door

This is my pride
This is my joy
This is how I survive
I didn't lie
I didn't cheat
I stood on my own two feet

I believe in the common man
I believe in Gods mighty hand
I believe in miracles
but I don't believe in U
I believe 5 and 5 makes 10
I believe in little green men
I believe in the Devil himself
But I don’t believe in what U stand for

U can say anything
U can do what U like
U might be what U say
U might even be smarter than me
I would never crawl for U
’cause I don’t have a thing to prove
What I've got I got my way
What I've got I got the hard way

(Ladies and Gentlemen - Please wave good-bye to Mr. Nothing)

This is my pride...